Let me introduce our family. My name is Catherine, I’m 27 years old and 4 months ago I gave birth to our first beautiful son, George. George’s other mummy is my wonderful wife Katy. We have been together 8 years this October, and we married on 10th October 2010. George was desperately wanted and planned for many years, and we were absolutely thrilled when, on 9th July 2012, we found out I was pregnant. I had a horrendous pregnancy with hyperemesis gravidarum, severe pelvic pain, torn stomach muscles and antenatal depression. I looked forward to my pregnancy being over and our son being born, and I never imagined the challenge that was to come. George has never been able to breastfeed, something I was looking forward to with a passion. I even dreamed of it when I was pregnant. I think I have cried more tears for this than anything else in my life. I have exclusively pumped for him but it has never been enough. This blog is about my breastfeeding journey with George. I hope that you enjoy it and I can raise awareness about breast refusal and exclusively pumping.